Post by Vital on Oct 10, 2014 8:15:10 GMT
❥Personality-
Innocence is weak
One reason Sianity had never been 'innocent.' A personality that is truly hard to get used to the girl has her own little 'box' that she remains in,within it lies the walls she has built up,the secrets she holds,a demented mind, and the torchered stone that is trapped in her chest. Sianity is a bit bi-polar. One minute she may appear 'fine' the next she could be on top of you threatening to slit your throat while smiling. Not one to take 'no' for an answer, she pushes and works for what she wants. Sianity is kind when she knows you or takes a liking to you in someway, but the quiet can take over, especially if she is not sure about you. Not appearing much to some people she is truly a wonder. Generally a respectful girl, she believes show respect to earn it. Once you show her your true side she may allow you into her life. But, she knows better than to believe.'Loyalty' is a lie,and she has come to the realization that you can not truly trust anyone but yourself, yet along rely on them to stay loyal, because in the end anyone will hurt you to save themselves. Trust is easily lost with her and she doesn't play nice with others in general, yet she can tolerate them for short amounts of time. Her personality can be believed as 'rude' but she is very open minded, a trait she cannot help. Sianity believes herself to be heartless, but truly her heart is just too big.
Be yourself, everyone else is taken.
This is true.Sianity is truly unique,not living up to anyone's expectations she makes her own route in the world.Her child hood was rough but she knows that you only live once and if you live it right then once is truly all you need. Pushing forward when all that is reasonable is to lay there and give up.While some may see her as the 'crazy one' there are others that think her a 'genius' but all and all, she could truly care less what anyone thinks. To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment to achieve whether you be dying or attempting to live.
Innocence is weak
One reason Sianity had never been 'innocent.' A personality that is truly hard to get used to the girl has her own little 'box' that she remains in,within it lies the walls she has built up,the secrets she holds,a demented mind, and the torchered stone that is trapped in her chest. Sianity is a bit bi-polar. One minute she may appear 'fine' the next she could be on top of you threatening to slit your throat while smiling. Not one to take 'no' for an answer, she pushes and works for what she wants. Sianity is kind when she knows you or takes a liking to you in someway, but the quiet can take over, especially if she is not sure about you. Not appearing much to some people she is truly a wonder. Generally a respectful girl, she believes show respect to earn it. Once you show her your true side she may allow you into her life. But, she knows better than to believe.'Loyalty' is a lie,and she has come to the realization that you can not truly trust anyone but yourself, yet along rely on them to stay loyal, because in the end anyone will hurt you to save themselves. Trust is easily lost with her and she doesn't play nice with others in general, yet she can tolerate them for short amounts of time. Her personality can be believed as 'rude' but she is very open minded, a trait she cannot help. Sianity believes herself to be heartless, but truly her heart is just too big.
Be yourself, everyone else is taken.
This is true.Sianity is truly unique,not living up to anyone's expectations she makes her own route in the world.Her child hood was rough but she knows that you only live once and if you live it right then once is truly all you need. Pushing forward when all that is reasonable is to lay there and give up.While some may see her as the 'crazy one' there are others that think her a 'genius' but all and all, she could truly care less what anyone thinks. To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment to achieve whether you be dying or attempting to live.
❥History-
As a child Sianity was a 'mute' she did not speak to those around her, simply taking in everything that was said and done, while those around her believed she didn't know what was truly...going on. When Sianity was 5 years old her entire life changed. Her father was a marine, having just gone on leave in September he was 'sick.' At first it seemed almost normal.. He was happy to be home, played with the children..but then the disease grew, his head was eventually entirely bald, looking worn with age Sianity has never forgotten the cold blue eyes that looked out at the world, seeming to glow when his hair was gone, an almost silver hue around the pupil.
Many say that time heals all wounds
Does it? Or does it just give you new ones to cover those up. People said that Sianity was a miracle, that the night of the 'accident' she could have been gone, just like everyone else.6 days before Christmas, 3 months before Sianity's 6th birthday,her father snapped. Taking his .40 cal pistol. He had gone..well, berserk. Some say it was because the cancer. bills. the war. But there truly is no excuse.The man was a murderer. Ending first the life of his wife, asleep in their bedroom. Next Sianity's older twin brothers Michael and Mitchell, also asleep. Sianity was not asleep though, the first gunshot having woke her up she was now laying within her bedroom,listening to the gunshots she never truly forgot the horror, praying who ever was within her home would not come to find her. Ant then her father,the man she looked up to,the man whom had supplied her the home she dwelled in her entire life entered her room and shot Sianity in the head. The child only having time to turn her head from the muzzle,not wanting to see her own death. The pain was insane,still creeping into her mind even when grown. Yet the view of her father killing himself is what stuck, his face, the blood. The bloodshot veins around his once kind blue eyes. A 92% chance, that is what the doctors said the little girl had of surviving. Even then it was unlikely brain function would ever return to normal, yet..it did. It did and after being released from the hospital not only was Sianity's family gone, but she was left with nothing.Although the girl was featured in the 'news', was sent flowers from strangers,had been made a 'big' deal to the entire area. Once leaving the hospital,no one was truly there to help. Life Insurance on her father did not cover 'suicides'. The insurance of her mother was used on the funerals and the multiple hospital bills for Sianity, the rest along with what money she received from her brothers was put into a fund that Sianity would not have access to until older.It was said that the angle of the bullet was just off enough that it did not repel back into the inner workings of her brain, it went straight through. After being released from the hospital Sianity was sent to live with her Mother's brother and his wife,Anthony and Cassie Reeve,both drug addicts. Sianity at this point was still a 'mute' Simply taking in the actions of the two, not knowing what they were doing to her, or why they hurt her like they did. Later on she learned the drug was Meth. A little girl whom had just survived 3 murders, and one suicide soon disappeared into the workings of the world, the papers stopped writing about her, the news gave up their follow on her,and Sianity? Well she lived in her own private h.ell. One minute up, the next down, gaining sicknesses that she did not deserve,unable to cope within her own mind.
In 5th grade Sianity was almost held back due to the number of days she had missed when ill. She tested out, and the teachers gave their word on her capability. Junior high was alittle better, she acknowledged people. In junior high one young boy, Stetson, described the feeling of being around her as 'a moth to a flame.' He knew he needed to stay away, but he could not. At the age of 15 Sianity was nearly out of the 'mute' phase, speaking only to those who came to her interest, intrigued her. Truly her main friend was the young man who was a year older than her, Stetson. 7 days after her 15 birthday Sianity ran away from the home of her Aunt and Uncle. Stealing all of their drugs, what money they had, a laptop,and anything that may be of use to her she quickly found out that Meth went for good money on the streets, selling it all Sianity went to live with Stetson and his older brother,Blane. At the age of 16 Sianity was legally 'emancipated' from her family. Moving into Stetson and Blane's house she took up 'selling' full time. Sianity never really got into the drug, she did not have an addictive personality to well..anything. And the one time that she did 'try' it, she realized the feeling from when she was younger, when it was tested on her and she did not ever do it again. Which made made the drug all the easier to get rid of. Sadly all good things come with a price. at just 17 signs of an illness began. Breathing becoming harsh, pain throughout her chest, coughing. And so much...pain. The insomnia she'd been struck with since a child causing each day to grow worse. Stetson suggested she get help and after weeks of searching they've come across the hospital. They could fix her, or atleast...that's what the plan is. Sianity will soon be checking into the hospital; it has been suspected that she has Stage 1 Lung Cancer and hopefully they will either give her surgery or begin therapy. Truthfully the female hopes for this to be over with soon, whether she live or die...she doesn't ant to go through having cancer.
❥Physical Description-
Multiple burn scars on her torso from cigarettes, If you do see them she will not tell, you what they are from, normally claiming chicken pox. Her hair is white, she was born with it. Beneath all of her hair she has a scar on the left side of her head where the bullet penetrated her skull, When Sianity smiles it is a bit of a crooked grin, yet it is very contagious. She is often smiling, finding enjoyment in making others wonder what she is thinking. Eyes of deep green thee are multiple specs of blue. Sianity has multiple tattoos her left side will one day be a memorial to Stetson who wants to be a tattoo artist,he actually drew it for Sianity.
❥Disease/Reason for Residence-
Stage 1 Lung Cancer
Insomnia.
❥Other-
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Tattoos/Piercings
As a child Sianity was a 'mute' she did not speak to those around her, simply taking in everything that was said and done, while those around her believed she didn't know what was truly...going on. When Sianity was 5 years old her entire life changed. Her father was a marine, having just gone on leave in September he was 'sick.' At first it seemed almost normal.. He was happy to be home, played with the children..but then the disease grew, his head was eventually entirely bald, looking worn with age Sianity has never forgotten the cold blue eyes that looked out at the world, seeming to glow when his hair was gone, an almost silver hue around the pupil.
Many say that time heals all wounds
Does it? Or does it just give you new ones to cover those up. People said that Sianity was a miracle, that the night of the 'accident' she could have been gone, just like everyone else.6 days before Christmas, 3 months before Sianity's 6th birthday,her father snapped. Taking his .40 cal pistol. He had gone..well, berserk. Some say it was because the cancer. bills. the war. But there truly is no excuse.The man was a murderer. Ending first the life of his wife, asleep in their bedroom. Next Sianity's older twin brothers Michael and Mitchell, also asleep. Sianity was not asleep though, the first gunshot having woke her up she was now laying within her bedroom,listening to the gunshots she never truly forgot the horror, praying who ever was within her home would not come to find her. Ant then her father,the man she looked up to,the man whom had supplied her the home she dwelled in her entire life entered her room and shot Sianity in the head. The child only having time to turn her head from the muzzle,not wanting to see her own death. The pain was insane,still creeping into her mind even when grown. Yet the view of her father killing himself is what stuck, his face, the blood. The bloodshot veins around his once kind blue eyes. A 92% chance, that is what the doctors said the little girl had of surviving. Even then it was unlikely brain function would ever return to normal, yet..it did. It did and after being released from the hospital not only was Sianity's family gone, but she was left with nothing.Although the girl was featured in the 'news', was sent flowers from strangers,had been made a 'big' deal to the entire area. Once leaving the hospital,no one was truly there to help. Life Insurance on her father did not cover 'suicides'. The insurance of her mother was used on the funerals and the multiple hospital bills for Sianity, the rest along with what money she received from her brothers was put into a fund that Sianity would not have access to until older.It was said that the angle of the bullet was just off enough that it did not repel back into the inner workings of her brain, it went straight through. After being released from the hospital Sianity was sent to live with her Mother's brother and his wife,Anthony and Cassie Reeve,both drug addicts. Sianity at this point was still a 'mute' Simply taking in the actions of the two, not knowing what they were doing to her, or why they hurt her like they did. Later on she learned the drug was Meth. A little girl whom had just survived 3 murders, and one suicide soon disappeared into the workings of the world, the papers stopped writing about her, the news gave up their follow on her,and Sianity? Well she lived in her own private h.ell. One minute up, the next down, gaining sicknesses that she did not deserve,unable to cope within her own mind.
In 5th grade Sianity was almost held back due to the number of days she had missed when ill. She tested out, and the teachers gave their word on her capability. Junior high was alittle better, she acknowledged people. In junior high one young boy, Stetson, described the feeling of being around her as 'a moth to a flame.' He knew he needed to stay away, but he could not. At the age of 15 Sianity was nearly out of the 'mute' phase, speaking only to those who came to her interest, intrigued her. Truly her main friend was the young man who was a year older than her, Stetson. 7 days after her 15 birthday Sianity ran away from the home of her Aunt and Uncle. Stealing all of their drugs, what money they had, a laptop,and anything that may be of use to her she quickly found out that Meth went for good money on the streets, selling it all Sianity went to live with Stetson and his older brother,Blane. At the age of 16 Sianity was legally 'emancipated' from her family. Moving into Stetson and Blane's house she took up 'selling' full time. Sianity never really got into the drug, she did not have an addictive personality to well..anything. And the one time that she did 'try' it, she realized the feeling from when she was younger, when it was tested on her and she did not ever do it again. Which made made the drug all the easier to get rid of. Sadly all good things come with a price. at just 17 signs of an illness began. Breathing becoming harsh, pain throughout her chest, coughing. And so much...pain. The insomnia she'd been struck with since a child causing each day to grow worse. Stetson suggested she get help and after weeks of searching they've come across the hospital. They could fix her, or atleast...that's what the plan is. Sianity will soon be checking into the hospital; it has been suspected that she has Stage 1 Lung Cancer and hopefully they will either give her surgery or begin therapy. Truthfully the female hopes for this to be over with soon, whether she live or die...she doesn't ant to go through having cancer.
❥Physical Description-
Multiple burn scars on her torso from cigarettes, If you do see them she will not tell, you what they are from, normally claiming chicken pox. Her hair is white, she was born with it. Beneath all of her hair she has a scar on the left side of her head where the bullet penetrated her skull, When Sianity smiles it is a bit of a crooked grin, yet it is very contagious. She is often smiling, finding enjoyment in making others wonder what she is thinking. Eyes of deep green thee are multiple specs of blue. Sianity has multiple tattoos her left side will one day be a memorial to Stetson who wants to be a tattoo artist,he actually drew it for Sianity.
❥Disease/Reason for Residence-
Stage 1 Lung Cancer
Insomnia.
❥Other-
|x| |x| |x|
Tattoos/Piercings
right side and tummy
Each lobe is pierced 7 times though she rarely wears earrings in more than 3 at a time.
Also has an Industrial Piercing
Words To Live By
Each lobe is pierced 7 times though she rarely wears earrings in more than 3 at a time.
Also has an Industrial Piercing
Words To Live By